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Monday, 07 December 2009
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The Hedonist In Me Says..
It's time to feed my Chanel and Christian Louboutin addiction! So this entry is just going to be devoted to pure materialism. No emotional dribblings, just my shopping list for January-May! And notice how the Chanel flaps are TROJAN COLORS?!
Chanel Jumbo Flap in Mango w/ Glazed Tumbled Lambskin with Silver New Chain(ETA: January), $3000
Chanel Jumbo Flap in Red Lambskin with Silver Hardware(ETA: March), $3000
Christian Louboutin Lady Claudes in Fire Opal Strass(first shoe shows style, second shoe shows fire opal color), $3200
Christian Louboutin Very Prives in both Green and Purple Lizard, $1700 each
Christian Louboutin Poseidons in Pearl, $1200
Christian Louboutin Pigalles in both Dorado Strass, a little less than $3000
Christian Louboutin Samiras in Aurora Borealis Strass, a little less than $3000
Christian Louboutin Clic Clacs in Jet Hematite Strass, $2000(custom rhinestone job!)
becomes this
And a pair of Christian Louboutin Satin Crepe Love Flats with Black Diamond Strass, about $900
And last but not least, to stay true to my sentimental side, a photo of Ian and me, haha. Yes, he was not a happy camper in the bear suit.
Monday, 12 October 2009
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Okay..haven't written in a while..feeling a bit shitty about losing something very valuable to my dad. Shitty to the point where I may get disowned.. I don't think I'm being dramatic in assuming that my dad would disown me at the drop of a hate. He can be rash like that, and unforgiving...what am I going to do?
Update
Esteem: pretty low right now because of the threat of a lashing and disownment....but have been working out to stay in shape and feel good about myself...
Job: Work is the same old same old. Routine...going to start volunteering for a non-profit soon...do something positive!
Boyfriend: things are gradually getting better..I still expect him to be more affectionate than he naturally is. Is it due to my own insecurities or is he just a bit cold at times? Also...still get jealous and insecure, but can you blame me?
Health: been getting massive headaches lately..is it in the genes? I am worried..I didn't used to get headaches unless I was really stressed..last time I got major headaches was the whole Ian, stalker fiasco.
Finances: doing okay for myself...invested in Christian Louboutins and Chanel bags still..6 on the list..hope to attain all within a year...2 are on their way...
Wednesday, 29 July 2009
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I find I don't have as much time to blog anymore. A lot has happened since my last entry..drama with the boyfriend(as usual), and drama with the family. Oh that came very unexpectedly. Went to Taiwan and Japan for a 2 week vacation. I will elaborate more later...must go to sleep because I must wake up early for work tomorrow.
-PANda
Sunday, 07 June 2009
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Buyer's Remorse
So I have a serious problem with spending money. All of my behaviors are quite excessive. The way I spend money. The way I used to drink until I got sick. The way my moods swing wildly back and forth. The way I used to binge eat until I felt like puking and then starved myself. I know all of these are extremely destructive behaviors...I am trying to find the balance between extremes. I'm trying to find some "inner peace". Just gonna post pics of my newest purchases this past week....God/Buddha/Allah/Yahweh/Zeus help me..I'm feeling really anxious right now and I want to keep impulse spending to calm down..but then the cycle of guilt continues...
The puppy named Steve that I bought my boyfriend, ^_^. Good purchase.
One of a Kind Munny decked out like Anubis. Good purchase.
Louis Vuitton MM Cabby in Grey Denim. Okay purchase.
Chanel Jumbo Flap in Hunter Green. Bad purchase.
Chanel Grand Shopper Tote in Caviar Black. Bad purchase.
Have to Have to learn some self-control.
Friday, 05 June 2009
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The Dentist's is a horrible experience
I really loathe going to the dentist. Something about the smell of the office and the sound of the drills in my mouth, so close to my brain really terrifies me....Well I had to go because my jaw is too small to fit my wisdom teeth..I had two teeth extracted from the left side of my mouth. Preceding the extraction, the dentist gave me eight novocaine shots to prevent me from feeling any pain. First off, I am not fond of shots. Secondly, I don't like shots going where I cant see them..and my mouth is a particularly sensitive area, SO, here I am, getting what feels like a thousand bee stings in my mouth...jaw agape and waiting for him to pull out my teeth. It only takes twenty minutes to pull them out since I didn't have to have surgery on them, and well..after that, the pockets in my mouth began bleeding profusely. Once again, I received eight more shots in my mouth to mitigate the bleeding. And we come to now, here I am, mouth stuffed with cotton, puffy cheeks, a major lisp...I look like a cracked out zombie..what with all of this blood trickling down the side of my mouth...
oh yeah....and with a full supply of antibiotics and vicodin, ^_^. Joy...
::shakes fist at dentist::
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- Name: Gina
- Location: San Francisco, California
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 3/12/2003
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I am also known as PANda or Pig Bear Cow Dog(I was recently knighted this). People say I'm awkward or eccentric, but I like to think of it as special in all of the right ways. ^_^
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